i feel lucky or should i say proud of myself when i read back on how much i used to worry about not being able to get the job i want. though it isnt my dream company, im still glad tt im not bumming around at home or doing shift jobs.



it took me 3 weeks to get a job. those 3 weeks were torturous esp knowing tt some of my friends have alrdy started working. i sent my resume every single day. the first interview i had pretty much broke my self esteem. so when i saw the advert by Bread & Butter, i knew i couldnt lose this chance. im glad Jin liked me.



i just got my first pay from working at B&B and im alrdy planning to leave this company. i feel a little angry at myself cos i know that this isnt me and i feel so pampered. but i do know that i wont be happy once louis leaves. i wanna be at a company where i can really learn to be a buyer. i wanna be earning more money than my friends who are going to further their studies. how now?

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